Is this actually happening to me again?
Yesterday I saw strong positives on two home pregnancy tests. The trigger was definitely out of my system because I tested it out last week. You can’t imagine my level of excitement.
This morning I tested with three tests. The line is barely visible on two of them and the third test is negative.
This is another chemical pregnancy isn’t it? Am I watching this one fade out so quickly?
My doctor keeps telling me I have one of the best uterus linings she has ever seen. But is it not sticky enough? Or something? Does it smell bad? Is it not as cool as the other uteruses and my embryos don’t want to hang out with it?
Last night I went to sleep dreaming about having a baby to hold in July. This morning I think that dream was just a nightmare.
This is why the doctors tell you not to test early. This right here. Ugh why do we do this to ourselves?